Life feels as if it has changed...

I cannot believe how long it has been since I was last on this blog site!!!!

Well firstly onto the drab stuff - I failed my Uni exam back in August, being the saddo I am, I cried, but not for long as I knew I'd be able to have one last shot in a resit, which is in just over 4 weeks time.
The job front is rubbish, so after this resit I will be looking at voluntary work it will at least keep me occupied and gain me experience :-).
Health wise, not that good to be honest, muscles and joints are swollen, which makes it harder to move, haven't had a period in 9 weeks and no I'm not pregnant lol, so I have no idea at all, though my mum seems to think I'm going through the change lmao, wouldn't surprise me, the doctors may however dis-agree. Will have to make an app with GP.

I know people are worse off than me, I get that and appreciate that it could be so much worse, but every now and again, it proves too much and for a bit I feel sorry for myself.
I've never been deadly ambitious, all I have ever wanted was a bit of financial security, decent health and to be a published author. The publishing thing is however in proccess as I am (not at the moment, too busy revising) editing the first book, that may take another year or so to complete before looking at Literary agencies and seeing if it is (the book i mean) any good.
My friend and vampire sis Nat is co-author on this particular series, I made her write a bit and since has been hooked.
I have quite a few ideas on the go but can't really do anything until the exam is finished and edited the first book in our series, but saying that if I ever get bored I can continue with the other ideas as a break.

In my mind I moan about my life frequently, strange really as I know full well I am the only one who can turn it around, but there is a saying - good things come to those who wait. I'm impatient lmao.

My life really isn't adding upto much at the moment but somehow change is in the air and with each passing day I am slowly realising that being more positive helps, as does sarcasm hahahaha.

Right I best get on with revision - reading James Joyce's The Dubliners and make notes.

Thanks for reading and yes I moan an awful lot pmsfl!!!