A new week

Okay, hello folks.
It's late Wednesday night (9.30pm), I'm settled down with a malibu n coke, Russell Howard's good news and obviously me blog lol.

Over the past week, (mind you it has occured to me quite a few years ago) that the world is such a dangerous place, so much (the word isn't evil) more like cruel and unforgiving. There is so much that can be wrong and to be fair - is wrong. Children been abducted for some unknown reason only to turn up either years later looking dishevelled and obviously out of touch with the world, or in most cases turn up dead. A waste of a life that could have been great.
I've heard alot of people talking about bringing back the death penalty recently. There are as always 2 sides to this story/issue. There are those who tihnk bringing it back will instill fear to those who wanna do wrong (murder rape etc) and see it as the only option this world has. To a very small extent I agree, here is my reason/view - it may deter future idiots from causing chaos, but..... I know people won't agree with me and that's fair play - they should languish in an old style prison where manual labour and repetative tasks.
But there again each solution causes more issues than solutions, for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.
For me parts of the crap in this world are too confusing and the solutions are either too complicated, maybe one day a solution will be found, until then chaos is always around the corner.


I must however admit there is a simple beauty in the world, just look around past the chaos, past the smoke and mirrors and the red tape and I'm sure you will find a small piece of the greatness this world has to offer. For me these are simple things that only time can change - the hills surrounding me, a smile from a child, laughter, silence and somehow knowing there are good people in the world, their is light.

Onto another subject lol!!

There are times when I feel like an observer of the world, like I'm not really part of it, almost like sitting on the fence watching a match going on. And yes I'm a tad unsociable pmsfl.
In all honesty I love to observe, so much to learn from just watching people going about their lives, I often find myself wondering if their lives have turned out the way they want? Or how much heart ache they carry, are they happy and what are they really thinking.
TOLD YOU I WAS STRANGE!!! HA HA HA
I'm not perfect I agree, but the world isn't perfect, so everyone in it isn't either lol. The creatures are and landscapes :p

Now about my writing, you know books etc.... haven't done much over the past month, too busy revising for my resit. Soon as resit is done, the following day it's back to writing and signing up for nanowrimo, hell knows how I shall manage, 50,000 words in 30 days, I desperatle need my imagination? Wonder if to try a steamy romantic theme this time? Just to see how far I get. What do you guys n gals think? Good idea? Bad idea?

I'm sooo tired all the time, my body is tired, my mind is tired even my soul is tired, too much devastation, too much to handle and I'm just tired. maybe one day I will find my place again, find that spark again and feel free once again (dont take that the wrong way lol, I mean it) like this - free as in, I dont feel tired and feel alive once again.

HALLOWEEN 28 DAYS AWAY!!

That's it from my end of the scale, I hope you all have a fab week and here is my thought for the week - when life throws you a curve ball, bat it back with all your might x x x